so here i am back from the dead. many things have been hapening, so much in fact that i have not found time to write in this blog. but now i will continue.

so i have this computer which is faster than eny computer i have used before and i can download my own music. as much as i want. so i have been trying to listen to bands that i had heard a lot about but never actually heard any of their songs. have you ever heard of emperor x? i dig it. and there are a few others that i have been really into. and as much as i want to dig finnish folk music i really just can't get into it. so i am going to make natalie a mix from these new favorites with a few old favorites.

earlier today i had school or at least i was taking part in a mandatory school activity. not that mandatory means bad. i actually had a good time. we took the pink line out to a neighbor that needed some love and went to a school there and helped clean out some rooms and get rid of a ton of extra junk. there aren't enough people who generally want to help people. i try. i think i do. but some people are just unwilling and i am not sure how to handle them.

complaining bothers me. not that i don't complain, but most of the time i keep things to myself. no one complained today. not out loud at least. i built a table today. i am not much of a handy man but i felt like i did a good job. it was a bit more complicated than my desk but i figured it out fine.

man i miss haning out with brett and meghan and jeremy and nick. those guys are so great.